Distraught

Ahhh, sad.

Lately things have been the opposite of awesome. Eli and I have been on shaky ground since her suggested breakup and then her parents push for it lately. It all feels some kind of wrong to me lately because we haven't been the same. Something has been different about us and it troubles me.

I wish things were easier than this. I wish she was the same and that I hadn't changed. I wish we were the same couple we were when we all started. I wish I knew REALLY how I felt about all of this.

All I know is it feels off and we aren't doing things right. I think it may end.

:(